I took deep breathes
just for the sake of breathing
Saturday, June 7, 2008 1:30 PM

"Can you cease your
thoughts about it?"

"Can I be stern and say forever?"

She told me not to try it on her anymore, don't ever say that again.
That is not a cure, it is indeed a catalyst to quicken Death of our minds.

I am still pondering on something.
And somehow, I know that 'll never find my answer.


So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long that I have my name to keep;

She can never find it on her own.
Trust me in that.